Although I know we shall be united again in the next life I miss my daughter Braydee more than words can convey…
I know we said we wanted to appeal to ethnic audiences with this, but there’s an awful lot of latinos and blacks being shown off. We don’t want to scare anyone. One or two says diversity. Any more says street gang.(via clientsfromhell)
Client: I got your quote, but it’s too high. A Chinese company quoted me half your price.
Me: Then buy it from them. I can’t make it that cheap.
Client: Their quality is useless, and I need it before they would even be able to mail it. What am I supposed to do?
Me: Pay more.
So the reason that I have not posted on here in such a long time is because my little angel, Braydee Nasya Nestor, after a long and valiant struggle for eleven months and three days, passed away due to her heart failing. It is the hardest thing that I have ever gone through. I miss that little girl with all of my heart. She is amazing and I cannot wait until the day we are reunited. I love her and miss her and wish she was still here. I guess I have to move forward, she is always with me.
Have not been here for a while because I have been depressed. I think I am back.
Sitting in the hospital still with my sweet little girl Braydee, just waiting for the day we can go home! It has been since December 17th this time, until today, no breaks. The adventure started last July, on the 27th, when my wife was admitted and then we did not leave the hospital until Braydee was allowed to go home when she was two months old in November. Then she was home three weeks before she was re-admitted to the hospital and had to go in on December 17th, and we have been here since but that is okay! We could have been planning a funeral and instead I am able to still hold her and parent her, she is one of the greatest little things in this world!
Every time that I am forced to face the fact that Braydee may not survive all of the stuff she is going through I get really weak and my body tingles. It hurts so much to picture my life without her, she is one of my best friends and my sweet little daughter whom I love so much. I can’t go on without her, I need her to survive. I love her so much and I feel so selfish when she is in so much pain but I just can’t let her go. I just want her to be happy, healthy, and alive without pain.